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張震嶽／思念是一種病

當你在穿山越嶺的另一邊　
我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭

一輩子有多少的來不及
發現　已經　失去　最重要的東西
恍然大悟　早已遠去
為何總是在犯錯之後
才肯相信　錯的是自己
他們說這就是人生　試著體會
試著忍住眼淚　
還是躲不開應該有的情緒
我不會奢求世界停止轉動
我知道逃避一點都沒有用
只是這段時間裡　尤其在夜裡
還是會想起　難忘的事情
我想我的思念是一種病
久久不能痊癒

當你在穿山越嶺的另一邊
我在孤獨的路上沒有盡頭
時常感覺你在耳後的呼吸
卻未曾感覺你在心口的鼻息

汲汲營營　忘記身邊的人需要愛的關心
藉口總是拉遠了距離　不知不覺　無聲無息
我們總是在抱怨事與願違
卻不願意回頭看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚麼蠢事情
也許是上帝給我一個試煉
只是這傷口需要花點時間
只是會想念　過去的一切
那些人事物　會離我遠去
而我們終究也會遠離　變成回憶

多久沒有說我愛你
多久沒有擁抱你所愛的人
當這個世界不在那麼美好
只有愛可以讓他更好
我相信一切都來得及
別管那些紛紛擾擾
別讓不開心的事　停下了腳步
就怕你不說　就怕你不做
別讓遺憾繼續　一切都來得及

思念是一種病
思念是一種病

一種病

She has gone.

When the e-mail subject title appeared on the screen, I know that she has already gone. You are the toughest and faithful girl I’ve ever seen. I am sure she is now resting in the heaven with your dad now. No pain, no tears and no arguments anymore. I still remember five or six years ago when she had her operation, I went to visit her with you; although she seemed very weak and pale lying on the white hospital bed, what I could see was her warm and lovely smile. It was a shock to me two years ago too. God’s plan is never predictable. It’s a pity I wasn’t with you during your tough time. But you are always in my prayers.

Keep Breathing

Everything is over. Finally come to the end of my fruitful university life. Feeling lost and empty; don’t know what to do, where to go. Everyone is talking about going back home, pending to do a great job. But I am still standing at the cross road and looking for my compass. 

Feeling bad since came back from my trip with my dad and sister. Those wrinkles on my father’s face keep remaining me that my parents are getting older and older. His hair is getting less and less while his tummy is getting bigger and bigger. He is not energetic anymore. He used to be a speedy person; I used to shout at him and ask him to wait for me. But I am now the one who have to stop and wait for him. Everytime when I stare at his weary body, tears are shedding in my heart. I understand this is the life process which everyone has to experience. How great it would be if the clock can stop at this moment.

Even not a single hair grows on your scalp, and maybe you will be slower than a snail. Bear in mind that you are always the giant in my heart forever. 

God lives in us and his love is made complete in us.

Happy Birthday to our beloved Kathleen.

After posting the pervious entry, I checked my e-mail as usual and 10 words appeared on my screen ”梁迦鍵在今天決志信主”. Excuse me?!! Are you talking about the 梁迦鍵I know?!! Are you saying that 梁迦鍵 became a Christian?!! In my church? After seven years since we’ve known each other?!! I just couldn’t believe my eyes. I WAS SHOCKED!!! After 30 sec, my shock was transformed into happiness; the happiness from our father which last forever and ever.

Sorry Ka Kin for keep mentioning your full Chinese name in my blog. Now the people from all over the world know that you committed yourself to Christ. Well~ maybe my blog is not that popular la~ But at least some of the people in UK. HaHa!! Anyways, just want to say congratulation to you and I am joyful!! Give thanks to the Lord.

See! God does listen to our prayers!! Keep going mates!

Been to the global day of prayer in York Minster and it was amazing. On the other hand, I am so touched to hear that even it rained so heavily in Hong Kong, there were many people gathered in the Stadium to pray tonight. Although we are in different countries, we were doing the same thing for God at the same time. What a wonderful kingdom of God.