How deep the father love for us
I never wanted to do a great job and earn a big money, although I always want to be rich….. So how does the money come from if I don’t want to do a great job and earn big money? I don’t really know…
I find that I am a weird person. Well~ I know I know~ Everyone knows about it~ Eveytime when I’ve achieved something, the first emotion come up to my mind is – Guilt. Because I know in my heart I don’t deserve any of these. Sometimes, I feel very confused about God’s love. I mean I find that his love upon me is just not making any sense and I know it’s never going to be making sense. I asked God for a place to stay, he gave me a shelter. I asked God for money, he provided me a temporary job with a chance to learn a new skill. I asked God for a job that I would like, he gave me another job offer. Why? Why? Why? I am awful and unfaithful, why do you treat me so good?!! (How come it sounds a bit of cheesy…..)
I thank God. Not only because he gives me what I want, but also for the love and strength he has given to me when I was falling over; but also for the compassion on me when I was sinned; but also for the guidance when I was lost.
I will not boast in anything,
No gifts, no power, no wisdom;
But I will boast in Jesus Christ,
His death and resurrection.
Why should I gain from His reward?
I cannot give an answer;
But this I know with all my heart –
His wounds have paid my ransom.
I will do what I’ve promised you without delay.
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