Whatever You Do。Do It All For The Glory of God...

What could an unemployed girl do? 

She could cut the tree.

She could clean the fish pond.

And she could peel off the paint.  

These works made her felt better because at least she has contributed something to the world.

Although she is yet to be employed, she owned ten lands, five cottages, two castles and fifty hundreds cash!! Unfortunately, that's when she was playing monopoly with her friends. Too good to be true!!      

My life is so far so good. Still waiting for my passport… longing to look for a job…

Spent an afternoon to work on these.

A pair of plain white shoes from Top Shop

+ Some acrylic colours

+ A few brushes

 + an inspiration +some energy + two hours =

A pair of unique shoes owned by Yolanda

Though I am not that satisfied with these, it was a good try.  Acrylic is too difficult to be handled, will try another materials next time!!! 

My heart was stabbed by Satan once again. But may I declare that I am not giving up until my very last breath. NEVER!! NEVER!! NEVER!!! For nothing is more powerful than my God.

Let’s share something happy.

Had a little spray to protect their lovely faces.

Done!!! 一家團聚!

Just a little remainder for my buddies: Remember where we were, what were we doing two years ago on 24th August? BINGO!!! Two years ago on 24thAugest we were enjoying the summer water festival in the Ocean Park, and then we went to “魚一丁” to celebrate Jo’s birthday. What’s more, we then had a little chat and ice cream in McDonald. After all of these wearying parties we went to CEO neway to sing K for overnight!!! At six in the next morning, we walked all the way from Causeway Bay to Wan Chai to seek for a restaurant to “yum cha”. What an exciting adventure!!!!! It’s all recorded in my diary with the ocean park ticket stuck on it.




Two years ago, Ruby, Jovita, Winfred, Andrew, Esther, Carlos, Jessica, Hilda and I participated in the above events together; and this year we are all separated in different places, contacts are becoming less and less. Things are changing and people are leaving one by one.

Just feel a little bit downhearted.

But we still need to move on, isn’t it?   

好想你 想到不能呼吸 想到快沒有力氣
不要忘了吃飯 不管有多忙
不要忘了開車時候 一定要往前看
其實我真的很快樂 有你一直守候
一直走到了以後 都挽著你的手

從未如此的近看自己的家人,

原來, 爸爸媽媽真的老了。 

In fact, I am in a good mood recently. I start picking up my colour pencils and brushes again; colouring those canvases which I’ve bought ages ago when they were on sale. Also, I allow myself to read the books I like, no biochemical formula, hypothesises and experimental procedures anymore (I sometimes enjoy reading those though, but definitely not under stress). If I am bored enough, I would go for gym and swim for two hours and have an hour shower. What a wonderful life!! HaHa~ This sweet sweet journey will end very soon once my Visa is approved.
 
Few days ago, I drew an encouragement card on behalf of YCCF for a brother; it has been a while I tried to decorate something for my friends. I used to enjoy doing that very much. I am grateful for this chance to step back to the basic again.

Matthew, Mark, John and Luck used their pens to write a gospel to glorify God. And now, how should I use my pen to honour my father?

Apologise to those who can’t read or do not understand Chinese.  

二零零五年 八月十七日
下雨天, 總掛念從前。

突然想起凱茜陳常常在書中提起的「你」, 她的「你」是同一個人嗎?? 還是很多人呢??? 她很愛她的「你」嗎?? 為什麼每次提起她的「你」, 總是那麼的悲傷呢?? 很多年了~ 從我初中二級開始認識凱茜陳妳, 妳還未遇到新的「你」嗎?? 還是中間有很多的「你」都離開了妳呢??

沒有我, 你應該會是幸福的。

若幸福是一幅拼圖,我願意從我的那一幅中,抽一塊給你; 只願換你一個smile 。
之前因為搬家的關係, 被我找到了兩年前的日記本子。 從從二零零五年的八月寫到十月就沒有了。已經忘了當年我的腦袋究竟在裝著些甚麼, 為什麼突然寫出這樣的東西。 不過無論日記本上是記著快樂還是痛苦的回憶, 無論是長篇大論的訴著苦, 或只是畫上一個醜到不行的小插圖; 我還是很羨慕當年那個會寫日記的自己。 至少, 我會記得當時的心情是怎樣, 究竟是經歷過甚麼事情甚麼人, 而造就了今天的我。 不過對於之前在唸書的我, 除了論文, 考試和實驗, 要像現在或進大學前般呷著茶聽著歌再慢慢把生活點滴記下來, 是一種非常非常揮霍的行為吧。 可是通過一個又一個的考試, 得到了自己想要的成績, 拿到了一個學位後, 我有很快樂嗎? 怎麼覺得腦袋還是空空的, 心裡還是不滿足的。 難怪所羅門王說在這屬世的地上, 所有東西都是虛空的。 很害怕有一天會變成「半枝煙」中的曾志偉, 把生命中最重要的片段慢慢給淡忘了, 然後到最後連自己也忘掉了。 至少面對現在的自己, 我就覺得很陌生了。

不過若幸福真的是一幅拼圖, 今天, 我還是會願意從我的那一幅中, 抽一塊給我每一位朋友; 只願換他們的每一個smile; 因為他們每一位的幸福就是我的幸福來源。 還好有YCCF, 不然我真的不知道過去的三年自己一個人要怎樣走下去。